Monday, February 26, 2007

Whatever I do, there's always this tendency to look back. A look that leaves me wondering what I could have done, what I could have avoided... Seems there's always some pipelining backwards into the past that staggers me...

Steps taken forward, but sleepwalking back again...

Ghosts of the past haunt us into the future... way into the future... way way way... But somehow, we need this ghost... we rely on it

All fairy tales come to an end... sometimes an abrupt end... most of the times, an unhappy end... some might take 6 months, some might take 2 years... they all are coming to an end...

Result of thinking all this shit 2 and a half years later, does not make the pain go down any easier - even with a large glass of watermelon juice... Result of 3 hours of "think before acting" is a mere 25 lines of formality...

Ajji says - "Tumba nakbitre aamele tumba aLbekagatte"... Don't laugh, don't drink, swallow your tears, and watch "Taleyondu, nooru baagilu" play in your head and collapse...